Jack will never leave the minds of Chrissy Teigen and John Legend. On October 1, the star announced that she had lost her baby. Hospitalized for a few days for complications related to her pregnancy, the mother had a miscarriage on which she confided at length. Four months after that terrible day, Chrissy Teigen shared heartbreaking photos, taken when she was pregnant in Mexico. “I was ten weeks old and I was happier than ever,” she recalled in the caption of these touching photos. At the time, Chrissy Teignen could “never have imagined what would happen over the next ten weeks”. “I’m not sure I can watch this video again without crying but I hope he feels my tears and knows that we miss him so much,” John Legend’s wife continued, addressing her baby who never lived.
“He would be born overnight now and if he was like Luna and Miles (his children, editor’s note), I would probably already hold him in my arms”, continued Chrissy Teigen, still upset by this drama before to make terrible confidences on his mourning: “I am full of regrets, I did not look at his face when he was born. I was so afraid to see him in my nightmares that I forgot to see him in my dreams. I suffer from this remorse every day “. Chrissy Teigen, who thought “the worst was over”, is still living through difficult days. “I guess life and emotions are not programmed,” added the young woman before addressing her fans: “I love you and I am grateful for all your support and love. I firmly believe that energy and healing travel through the night sky and I feel it, I promise. And I love you Jack. I miss you very much. “
Chrissy Teigen: “I really feel kicking”
This perinatal mourning, Chrissy Teigen has decided to live it publicly to discuss this subject still too taboo. This Wednesday, February 3, the mother of two spoke of her pain on her Twitter account, while Jack should have pointed the tip of his nose in the coming days. “I really feel kicking in my stomach, but it’s not my imagination,” explained John Legend’s wife. “I have to have surgery for endometriosis tomorrow… but the feeling of menstruation this month looks exactly like baby kicking. ” The model then shared a video of her belly, close-up, where she still feels the presence of this baby. “Look at that. I pretend he’s the one saying hello to me …, captioned the mom, overwhelming. It never stops.”
Chrissy Teigen © Instagram