Upset and disappointed. This is how Ashley Cesare, 21, felt when she discovered she was expecting twins in August 2021. Referring to the guilt felt at the time, the young woman opened up to the Mirror, to explain the causes .
However, she who had always dreamed of having a little girl with her fiancé, Heath Boyle, 27, also wanted to express that her feelings had completely changed since her two boys were born.
A real disappointment
“In my gut, I knew I was expecting twins,” she told the newspaper. “I was trying to get ready and not cry,” recalled the young woman from Schenectady, New York, USA. Yet on the day of the gender reveal party, Ashley can’t control her reaction. “When the blue confetti fell, I stamped my foot in disappointment,” she admitted.
A scary announcement
From an early age, Ashley saw herself as the mother of a little girl. “I’m a very girly girl,” she noted. “I wanted a mini me,” she said. If her fiancé “doesn’t care”, for the young woman, expecting two boys is “really scary”. This fear, she explained it as follows: “There are so many girls on my side of the family. I didn’t think I would be good at raising boys.”
Happy to be a mother
Only, quickly, Ashley changes her mind. “I cracked up and was excited. I was just happy to be a mom,” she confessed. His two sons, Jaxon and Carter, were born on March 25, 2022 in New York. “I felt like they were meant to be mine. They are both very attached to me” she declared about her sons whom she loves “more than anything”. The one who cannot “imagine them being girls”, now says she is ready for a third child.
A long-awaited baby girl
“If we have another boy, I might be disappointed,” Ashley tempered. “But I will always be happy and we will stop at three,” she said. Afraid of having been “judged” for her reaction, the young mother still plans to show her sons the video of this moment when they are old enough. “They will see that I was disappointed but know that I love them more than anything,” she explained. “I guess they’ll laugh about it. I want them to understand that his feelings were normal,” she concluded.
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